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Book: The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger

Sometimes books need to find you at the right times. I had read The Catcher in the Rye twice before. It’s never connected. I was confused about what I was not getting. This time, I finally understand its vaunted status in American literature.

This book can mean and symbolize all sorts of things to all sorts of people. This is what it meant to me, now.

The protagonist, Holden Caulfield, is having a crisis of faith. He’s not questioning the purpose or existence of God. He’s questioning the purpose of modern society and his existence within it. Although he’s a schoolboy and today we assign this book to be read by students his age, the story is not confined to an age-specific audience, and it is not merely a coming-of-age story.

Holden is a bright boy who has seen more of life than many his age. He’s lived in a number of places and experiences a deep guilt and cutting loss from the death of a younger brother. He sees the superficiality of the world around him and feels lost.

His family is wealthy and successful. This affords him environments and peers free from the struggles of survival. But since they are wealthy from work, he will still need to make his own way in life.

And that idea, that he will have to live amidst the phonies, is making his spirit revolt. Put on a suit. Go out for cocktails. See prestigious plays. Talk about stupid things with stupid people.——All to get along.

Since he’s not inspired by this future, he’s not getting along in his present either. The other boys are doing what boys in his lifestyle should. Holden is getting kicked out of another private school for failing classes. The book is about his post-news two-and-a-half-day existential crisis.

It may seem indulgent and immature. I think the reader always knows that he’s never in any real danger and that his problems are mainly large in his mind.

But I think that is part of the draw of the book. It is very modern. For many of us, this is the life we have. We’re not in danger of starvation. We’re not in danger of a bleak future. But we are in danger of an empty one.

What are we doing that we actually want to do? What are we doing that we really enjoy doing rather than just being phonies—whether its to get along or whether its because we’re supposed to like doing it?

There’s a strong through-line of nostalgia in the narrative. Holden’s most hopeful moments are with the young, his sister and his own younger self. The joys are more real for them. They know what they like and don’t question it. Even if, as you’ll see, the younger was just a few months ago.

I’m trying to figure out my future right now. Sometimes a book finds you at the right time.

Book: Confederates in the Attic by Tony Horwitz

We Civil War aficionados know—There’s a romanticism to the Civil War that transcends all the cold, real facts. We know that boys by the thousands died. We know that disease and the weather took numbers greater than those claimed by bullets. We know about the serious issues that were and still are at stake.

Nevertheless, for those who feel the draw, it’s undeniable. Confederates in the Attic resonates with that magic.

The book is part travelogue, part societal examination, part personal history, and part historical adventure. Over the course of several years, Tony Horwitz traveled the South to see why and in what ways the Civil War, or the War Between the States, lives on. I spent a summer as a historical intern at the Fredericksburg and Spotsylvania National Military Park in Virginia. I know exactly what he means.

He meets reenactors, Daughters of the Confederacy, locals dependant on Civil War tourism, and fellow pilgrims. For these people, the past has a thoroughfare into the present. Tony Horwitz is able to describe that connection tangibly.

As he begins each escapade, my rational mind may scoff, wince, or think, “That’s crazy.” But as he continues, my heart will take over and say, “I want to go there. I want to do that.”

It’s the romanticism of the war. Even with all the unthinkable hardships in that generation’s lives, it still seems like they lived a grand adventure. They got to be bigger than themselves for a couple of years. And that made them special for a lifetime.

Notably, the most unsettling chapter for me is the one set in Alabama. The Civil Rights movement presides significantly with the Civil War there. The intrusion of the more modern world was stomach churning. We haven’t moved past these problems yet, and they are not fun to consider. But consider them we must.

For this, I’m glad to have had Tony Horwitz as my guide for this trek. He has a clear and easy-to-read writing style. He allowed me to see the humor of situations without making fun of the participants. I actually learned some new historical facts too. (Did you know that the first shots of the war were not fired at Fort Sumter?)

This book makes me want to travel—to set out right now and explore those battlegrounds still yet unvisited, to return to the ones already experienced and see them with new eyes. Don’t let the unique cover design throw you off. If you love the Civil War, I think you’ll really enjoy this book. Afterwards, you’ll enjoy the cover too.

Today: 4/1/08

April first seemed like a fine day on which to start this new project. Since I have a lot of trouble remembering the past details of my own life, I thought this quick touchstone list may be a good idea.

Reading: Some Trouble with Cows: Making Sense of Social Conflict, by Beth Roy
Watching: DVD–Battlestar Galactica Season 3, The Wire Season 4
Live–Top Chef Chicago
Trying to Figure Out: How to make an extra two hundred dollars a month